Wednesday, July 4, 2007

IRIS - GOO GOO DOLLS !!


A perfect fantasy - Tousled hair, Red satin frock.. The girl looks so damn perfect with the look in her eyes.. A black tailored suit, White shirt n black tie.. Nicely done hair.. He looks so charming with the smile ! A glass of red wine, An Italian dine.. When he sits on his knee, Makes her a plea, " Would u dance with me beautiful ? " She lifts her satin dress, Stands up for him 2 caress.. The puckered red lips, Hold those hips.. Bring her closer 2 him, With scented candles in the background n lights so dim.. They sway melodiously near the pool.. A perfect couple on which we all'd drool.. He takes out a box, N gifts her a diamond ring, She stands there still, With tears of surprise When he'd sing ........


And I'd give up forever to touch you'

Cause I know that you feel me somehow

You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be

And I don't want to go home right now


And all I can taste is this moment

And all I can breathe is your life

and sooner or later it's over

I just don't want to miss you tonight


And I don't want the world to see me'

Cause I don't think that they'd understand

When everything's made to be broken

I just want you to know who I am


And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming

Or the moment of truth in your lies

When everything feels like the movies

Yeah, you bleed just to know you're alive


And I don't want the world to see me'

Cause I don't think that they'd understand

When everything's made to be broken

I just want you to know who I am


just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am...


She holds him tight n cries on his shoulder

To cry everytime when he'd so lovingly hold her !!!!


SO DAMN PERFECT !!

Tuesday, July 3, 2007

I AM WHAT I AM.

Hi !!! What did u just say ?!?!? Blimey !!!! U din mean that ... Yeah ???
Well ok, I can defend... I mean I can justify.... U portray me as something I m not... !

A HYPOCRITE ?!?! - I am NOT !!
I just told my best friend that she means the world to me ! But she wont just understand how much I love my black dress she wants to borrow for her 1st date ! Of course I am happy for her ! But I just cant give it !

I still love her ! love isnt in material things ! Is it ??

A LIAR ?!?! - I am NOT !
I just told mom that it was " she " on the line. But what do I do if she abhors my beau ?!?

I just don wanna hurt her ! Well ok, I'll c when I'll have to finally introduce him to her ! We shall c that day.. But that wasn't a lie.. Oh come on, I don wanna hurt her that's it !

A CHEAT ?!?! - I am NOT !
Today the fruit-seller gave me 50 Rs. more.. Ahh ! I love that new " Strawberry shock chapstick " I so wanted to buy it, But I am runnin low on cash this month ! But yeah, I have 50 bucks now !!

I am not cheating him... How come ?!? In fact he cheats mom everyday n sells 'em fruits with filthy rates every morning ! Gimme a break !!

A FLATTERER ?!?! - I am NOT !
Noway ma'am !! U just look perfect ! Moreover, This colour suits u the best.. Infact I never saw u lookin so good as today in all these years of my schooling. By the way, Can u pls re-check this answer ?? I dont suspect yor judgement tho, But has to be the burden on the much trusted shoulders of the staff.. Of course yes ma'am ! U r 1 of the most responsible teachers of our School ! Yes, u just gave me 2 n a half.. Oh thank u so much mam ! Now 4 looks as perfect as u ! Thank u so much !

Flattery ?!? Goddamnit - It was not ! I just cudn't compliment her in these years for I had no guts ! Yeah- I have em today !

A Lover - I really am !
Oh I love u boy ! I really do, I mean it baby ! Ohho, I do, I do, I do ! What ?!?! How dare u say that ?? What dyu think, I cant live without u ?? Come on ! I am everything better boys than u seek for ! U just dont deserve something as perfect as me ! Dont u call me ever !

Oh hello ! I cant let sum1 walk over my " SELF-RESPECT ".. That's it !
I know I shudn't have said all that ! No I did not hurt his self-respect in any manner !! Did I ??

SELF-OBSESSED ?!?! I am- NOT !
Gosh ! Those lovely eyes ! Such full, Sumptuos lips ! I have the best nose ! Daym ! R U sure I look fat in it ?!? Lemme look at myself again ! The mirror is not proper I guess ! Ok, If u say so, Lets go ! CCD ! Yay ! The place 2 b... Can u pls show me the way to the washroom !? Hey how cum u here ? BTW, Do I look ok ??? Awww, Thanks .. But I doubt ! lemme check ! Has 2 b the lights n all, Otherwise I am not so good.. Am I ??? Hey wait, Hello ?! Whos this ? Oh Hi hunie ! What ? Pg 3 ? Well yeah, I rock.. What ??? Go to hell LOSER .. U just donno What I am ! The " Hottest " stuff in the town ! huh

WELL OK !!!!! I ' LL STOP !! I AM WHAT I AM !