Wednesday, May 30, 2007

..AND IT RAINED ... !!!!!


Clouds sailing above your head, Swirling the pool of thoughts ! They look at you with grey eyes about to pour, Then perish with your slightest expression of HOPE, ANTICIPATION and DESIRE ! Eyes fixedly watching the sky, Heart throbbin with pain, Talkin to the man-above UNKNOWN, Please can you cry ?? Can you cry for just one day ?? As this pain in my chest is brimming over the walls of my HEART ! I want to cry, Cry my pain, Woes, Despair and Lonesome out ! Cry with me OH Stranger as all the known ones are so far away, So far that they cant listen to my soul screaming, Callin their names out loud, Beggin and pleadin for them to stop and listen to me once, And once before they go, And once before they go FOREVER !

I know not where do you start from, And know not where is your end, Cuz wherever my gaze turns to break contact with you, I see you are stretched far beyond my vision, Are you the SKY I had been taught of ?? Are you the SKY which has no birth and no death ?? Are you the SKY that covers my planet and still has no end ?? Are you the SKY I cannot see when it rains and WE used to play ?? Then let me tell you fearin the chance that I might offend you, I DON'T WANT TO SEE YOU TODAY, I wish that you cry, I wish I cud escape from you for a day, GO AWAY. Please GO AWAY.. As I don't have US together under your mighty sheath nomore !

Let my friend come and touch my pale face, Let it drip over my face, Let my tears unite with her, RAIN is her name ! Let them run down, Let them trickle over my body, Let me feel the unison of two lovers, Which combine into one form - WATER when they meet ! A form that cannot be seperated by any means once they've grappled ! Let them mollycoddle my lips, Let them run down to my feet... Let them die on the terrain, Let other pairs take birth and die, Let the cycle repeat on its own, You sit back and watch what they do to me !!

I had not even whined to comfort when the GREY-COVER roared, And it finally RAINED !!!!!!!!!!!

Now that it has, I am lost in that whirlpool of thoughts, The melodious jingle of the droplets, The Swayin of the silhoutted figures of the gulmohar trees, The cackles of thunders and lightnings, The empty lanes clad with bliss, The slam of the doors, The nippy, Ally wind.. The dreary day became a MYSTERIOUS night ! Decoding everything, Yet in a cryptogram ! I closed my eyes, Smiled at the witful oracle of mother nature ! :-)

Thou art abstruse, I drink in thy sanctity
Thou art pure, I breathe in thy PURITY !!!

SILENCE - THE MEDIUM.


I wrote it at 11:01 pm on May 23rd, 2007.

It does unravel certain feelings I wish to smolder, Conceal, Mummify... But " Deeply disturbed " state of mind always takes over .. This is no poem, No song, No soap... Just WORDS ! Nicely - Badly arranged WORDS !

IF THIS IS MY LAST BREATH TODAY,
LET ME LIVE THIS BREATH LIKE LIFE
I DESCEND LIKE CASCADE IN YOUR ARMS,
I HEREBY EXPUNGE MY EXISTENCE
I BREATHE INSIDE U,
I BEAT WITHIN U,
I RUN IN YOUR VEINS,
I DWELL IN YOUR MIND
IF MY NAME IS THE WORD THAT U ALWAYS WISH TO SAY
THEN TELL ME WHY TODAY ARE WE FALLING APART FOREVER ??

YOUR LOVE FOR ME IS MAGNANIMOUS,I ALWAYS FALL SHORT OF WORDS
I EXTOL YOUR DIVINITY MY IDEAL IDOL - PHANTASM
MY EYES SAY ALL THAT WORDS FAIL TO EXPLICATE
MY SILENCE IS MORE PAINFUL THAN A BROKEN HEART
TODAY - LET MY SILENCE BE HEARD...
LET THE SILENCE BE FELT...
LET THE SILENCE BECOME-

OUR EYES-
YOUR EARS AND ....
MY VOICE !!

BLACK


SOMETIMES I WONDER, WHY IS " A " THE START, WHEN WE HAVE LIVED " B " TO THE FULLEST TILL TODAY... ? "B"LACK- CAN IT BE DEFINED EVER ? A SPHINXLIKE EXISTENCE OF THE " BLACK " IN OUR LIFE, ON THIS PLANET, IN THE COSMIC WORLD.. IT TOUCHES THE IRIS, AND NARCOTIZES THE WHOLE BEING ?? WHY ?? WHY IS IT NOT PINK, RED OR ANY OTHER COLOUR ? I WONDER IF RAINBOW COULD LOOK BETTER WITH 7 SHADES OF BLACK ? I WONDER IF NIGHT WASN'T DARK, WOULD IT STILL FEEL SO MYSTIC ? I WONDER IF BLACK WAS THE WHOLE WORLD N BLIND WUD BE US ALL, WUD WE STILL FIGHT FOR INCONSEQUENTIAL ISSUES,WUD WE NOT TOUCH N FEEL, N THUS FEEL N LOVE ?? IS BLACK REALLY HELPFUL FOR " LOVE " OR IS IT JUST BLACK N NOTHING ELSE ????

This is the height of insanity at 3 am.. I know I know, I could've thought of better things instead but those " tremors inside brain " don't seem to leave me since ages !!!